asthma attack!!

semlm dalam sejarah.. di antara bende2 yg paling i takut dh pun terjd.. once dh kene it will be always there... yup, marissa had an asthma attack... bende yg paling i takut terjd pada anak2... but hopefully her athma could be overcome... her asthma xserius but i still takut bcoz i never had an experience in dealing with asthmatic people.. what to expect, what to do.. but then, ramai yg dtg give me an advice how to deal with asthmatic kids... semlm pun tgh mlm i had to rush to emergency at 3 o'clock in the morning... sbb tgknye breathingnye lain and she was coughing non-stop.... maybe sejuk kot... tp bila sampai hospital tgk dia punye breathing ok and nurse pun kata ok.. her heart beat pun ok,normal.... lgpun dia xgalak kan guna nebu tu sgt sbb takut ur body dh immune and xbleh function sendiri dh... sket2 nak kene nebu tu... betui jugak katenye... TD kata xpe, nothing to lose pun bwk marissa pepagi mcm mana drp xbawak n mana tau something bad happened kan, and after that u willnever forgive urself....

mcm mana marissa dpt? from my family side no one had asthma before... even my daddy's side and my mom's side... yg ado penyakit urut dada sbb anak2 buas2 belaka... hahaha... tp mmg xada.. TD's side? I heard ada cousin2 dia yg kene but his family xde sape lg.. baik his dad,mom,sisters,brothers and even his nephews and nieces xada... so marissa is the first one to have it... and i think marissa dpt pun bcoz hari2 we all dok sedut debu kayu2 yg halus nih.. habuk i think she still ok lg kecuali idungnye tersumbat.. tp ni debu2 kayu yg u hv to really look on it baru nampak.. veryyyyy fine... halus... rumah i ni carpet ada satu jer since my floor is timber flooring so no need much carpet... kalau ikutkan xpayah lg senang sbb senang mop and sapu... tp since my house is single storey only and kt situlah ruang tamu, kt situlah tempat nk berkubang, kt situlah tempat nk main jd terpaksa bubuh carpet sbb yea la ruang tamu kann.. haruslah letak... kang org dtg cakap ape plak...

so since org sebelah start reno, and bebudak ni kalau melepak kt ruang tamu luar ni sesiang hari mmg kompom esok hidung tersumbat pastu batuk2.. pastu mesti demamnye lah.. keee kene sampuk antu?? uiiiiiii... hehe.. so masa hari isnin tu lepas dia balik sekolah, dia banyak main kt luar... main masak2, main playdoh dgn zara... dlm hati i ni mmg terdetik ish, bebudak ni kang tersumbat balik hidungnye... sambil2 tu i monitor jugak... semedang lap habuk dgn kain lembap... sampai satu tahap rasa nk pasang vacum sedut habuk2 yg berterbangan.. boleh? dh hampir kurang waras dh mummy nih... kekeke... pastu bile dh ptg tu dia batuk.. batuk xde kahak..pastu kerap.. rasenye mcm dlm seminit-2 sekali dia batuk... tgk dia pattern batuk dia mcm batuk tu yg xboleh ditahan tahan... i know how does it feel sbb i pernah kene pneumonia.. dlm hati wondering, eh dia ni sign nk dpt pneumonia ke... monitor body temp dia.. so xde demam.. and just bg ubat batuk biasa jer..

esoknye hari selasa kan cuti besday Sultan Perak.. so we all lari pg rumah nenek... mase lepak sane pun dia dok batuk tp nampak better skit... tp bila nk ptg kerap.... maybe xtido kot.. so I suruh dia tido, lepas maghrib baru makcik tu tertido.. and mase dia tido,ok batuk tu stop la... xde la tgh tido dia batuk, batuk... bile balik rumah mlm dlm pkul 11 mcm tu dia start coughing kerap... kejut dia bg mkn ubat batuk, bubuh vicks and put a napkin kt dada dia bg tebal sket... dh buat mcm tu nampak ade sket improvement but still coughing... pkul 1pg jd balik... batuk teruk sampai dia xboleh tido... i tawakal bg lg sekali tp kali ni ubat batuk woods jer.. and tgk batuk dia ok sket... lepas tu baru i notice yg dia breathing laju and perut dia up and down... rase mcm lain mcm and xterfikir that was a sign of asthma attack... sbb maybe ngantuk kan so,my brain cannot function properly..

bgn pg, tetiba mcm dpt ilham yg something is not rite with marissa... google2 and i suspect dia maybe asthma... so ckp kt TD, kita pg klinik kesihatan dulu... kalau teruk br pg swasta... pg pun dh lambat.. masa dtg pun dh pkul 9++ jadi pepaham je la kann orgnye mcm mana... i kene tunggu dlm 20 person lg baru turn i... xpe, i kan penyabar orgnye.. >__< so i suruh TD bawak balik anak2 dulu ke rumah PIL.. nasib rumah PIL dekat dgn KK jer... so i agak2 nk sampai turn tu i call lah suruh derang dtg... TD pun bwk balik budak2 tu and tunggu ler i sorang2 kt situ... org xramai sgt... org kata acceptable ler lg.. cuma no xgerak2... i kira dlm 20 mins total no yg dia panggil is 6... so buat ler calculation how many hours i hv to wait... 2 jam setengah! ehhhh xler lama.... i penah tunggu sampai 4-5 jam... hahaha... i kan penyabar orgnye... org penyabar jer boleh pg hospital kerajaan... hehehe.. ;P

dlm pkul 1230 tgh sampai our turn... skali tgk nurse jer... oookkk.. doc xada.... haihhh... not complaining... sbb rupa2nye doc tgal satu... and 3 doc lg cuti.. 2 doc lg (to be happened they are my neighbours) cuti, and satu lg doc pakar pun cuti bersalin katenye... pulakk... xpe.. hv a good faith in them mawar!! so, i ckp kt nurse anak i batuk tp yg i concern her breathing pattern... dia tanya ada asthma ke? xde la pulak.. dia cek terus dia cakap a ah asthma... sbb boleh dgr bunyi dlm lung dia... pastu bila dia breathing dia punye upper chest and bwh ribs dia akan turun naik turun naik skali... mcm org penat la kan... so mcm tu ler kaedahnye bile dia kene asthma... so nurse tu suruh start nebu jer.. nasib mase dia guna nebu dia xnangih.. hehehe... ok jer.. cuma pedih mata jer katenye... after dh nebu check balik lung dia, baru ok clear... and xde ler nafasnye laju turun naik turunnaik

so, what to do and what to expect when u hv asthmatic kid in ur house... of course that i kene mop slalu, vacum every day, lap habuk selalu and kene pastikan dia xterdedah dgn smoke... so lepas ni sesape nk smoke kene jauh2 10 meter... hehehe... nasib rumah i kecik jer.. xde la penat mane kan... tp mcm skang ni penat sket la sbb org sebelah tgh reno kan.. jd sehari mesti 3-4 kali kene lap, mop ape semua... xpe2... sabor... sesungguhnye tuhan berikan ujian pada hamba2 kesayangan nye.. betui tak?

cuma i ni xbrapa pasti ape yg xboleh utk marissa... mcm permakanan dia, activity dia.. can she takes swimming? boleh ke dia lari2? i think i kene bwk dia pg padang and ask dia to lari n tk how she's dealing with... kalau dia xboleh, i hv to inform her teacher... poor marissa ;(